Today, I'm feeling particularly introspective. I have a fairly massive all-nighter ahead of me tonight, and I swear I didn't procrastinate! I don't even really need to stay up all night but I've become the type of person who needs to get everything done right now. You see, I am a recovering procrastinator, and when I came to college I quickly realized that my methods from high school would no longer work. 3 years later and I'm still battling it. Now, because I know I have work to do I won't just let myself plan out my time, I have to freak out and do everything really early.
I think you would probably agree with me when I confess that I'm a little nuts.
I'm sure most people can relate when I admit that I have a hard time staying organized. I have an even greater respect for my mother ever since I moved out. I find that as soon as one thing is finished, I remember everything else. I can't even keep my room clean for 5 minutes. I feel like I've been in college for too long (which probably sounds ridiculous) but I feel that all I want in my life is stability and routine. Rather than the constant running, stressing, and freezing that seems to come with college life Philadelphia.
My life.
Don't get me wrong, I appreciate the opportunity I have to be in school and to be 21. Things are great, but sometimes all I want is a permanent space, where I don't have to plan on how I'm going to get my dresser back down the stairs in the 3 months. I want a place of peace and comfort. But I guess, isn't that what everyone wants? Do we ever really achieve it?
What do you think?
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